The Dennis Jernigan Podcast

In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “You Are Holy” from the recording, Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=2353 The lyrics can be found below.

You can join Dennis and the people of All In All Church for live-stream worship on the first Wednesday evening of each month. Just go to https://www.facebook.com/therealdennisjernigan at 7 PM CST. Mark it in your calendar. Worship with All in All Church - First Wednesday of each month.

Daily Devotions for Kingdom Seekers, Vol. 3 is available at https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Devotions-Kingdom-Seekers-Vol-ebook/dp/B081K8TZLX

Check out my Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/DennisJernigan and read through the various tiers of support and discover the myriad of benefits you will receive based on the level of support you choose. If you're willing, go ahead and sign up!

In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “Like Lightning and Thunder” from the recording, Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=2353 The lyrics can be found below.

You can join Dennis and the people of All In All Church for live-stream worship on the first Wednesday evening of each month. Just go to https://www.facebook.com/therealdennisjernigan at 7 PM CST. Mark it in your calendar. Worship with All in All Church - First Wednesday of each month.

Daily Devotions for Kingdom Seekers, Vol. 3 is available at https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Devotions-Kingdom-Seekers-Vol-ebook/dp/B081K8TZLX

Check out my Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/DennisJernigan and read through the various tiers of support and discover the myriad of benefits you will receive based on the level of support you choose. If you're willing, go ahead and sign up!

You will find the show notes and lyrics below:

Hello and welcome to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast. Here in Oklahoma we have more than our fair share of storms - especially in the springtime. More than our fair share of tornadoes. I know. I know. We live right in the smack dab middle of Tornado Alley so what should we expect?

This week’s song is called Like Lightning and Thunder and the story behind it is probably not one you might expect. I was on a 40 day fast in May and June of 2010 and I was experiencing many major storms of life. Let’s just say that I was feeling somewhat overwhelmed by life. The storms seemed to be raging out of control and I did not know what to do.

I then began to meditate on Psalm 40 along with Isaiah 40 as a means of helping me stay focused on the fast and my need for the Lord to intervene and restore me physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. On may 10, 2010 - day 8 of the fast - I happened to be meditating on Psalm 40 verse 5a which says:

Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders which You have done,
And Your thoughts toward us [plans for us].
Psalm 40:5a NASB

As I began to meditate on this passage of Scripture - began to just mull it over in my mind - I kept getting stuck on the phrase ‘many are the wonders which you have done’ and for some reason, I was reminded of something I did quite a few times when my children were still at home. During some of those springtime tornado storms I mentioned earlier, I would often load my children into our 15 passenger van and we would go storm chasing. Don’t bother calling child protective services. They are all grown and out of the house now and actively seeking therapy for these episodes.

Seriously, I wanted the children to have a healthy fear of the power of those storms, but I also wanted them to develop a sense of wonder and awe at the beauty and creativity and power of God’s love being demonstrated right before our eyes. With every bolt of lightning, we oohed and aahed about how massive or how beautiful the display was…at how creative God was in the way no two lightning bolts were ever the same…at how some would flare out into dozens of streams streaking across the sky while still others seemed to crash directly into the earth with one incredibly intense impact.

We marveled at the way in which some thunder seemed to all along as if it were bouncing off of the clouds seeming to echo for several seconds while still other claps of thunder would sound as if a bomb had just exploded very near the van. I taught them how to estimate how near the lightning strike actually was by teaching them that if you count five seconds between a lightning strike and the thunder that follows it, that means lightning is just one mile away. I thoroughly enjoyed these storm chases and enjoyed watching my children overcome their fears and begin to see with eyes of wonder - even in a storm.

And then it dawned on me. I needed to learn to see the spiritual and mental and emotional storms of life
in much the same way as I saw a physical storm. Rather than being overwhelmed and overcome by the storms of life, I could step back while in the midst of these storms and see them from God’s point of view. The song Like Lightning and Thunder was born that day and I recorded it just as you will hear it. I added the storm sounds later from a recording of a storm I sat through while on the front porch of our house. This song gives me a much greater appreciation of the magnitude of God’s power and creativity…and it does something very healing in my soul.

SONG

[Psa 135:6-7 NIV] 6 The LORD does whatever pleases him, in the heavens and on the earth, in the seas and all their depths. 7 He makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth; he sends lightning with the rain and brings out the wind from his storehouses.

I love that passage from the Psalms. It brings a strange kind of calm to my soul. I know I share quite a bit about one of the storms that I am now encountering in my life. Parkinson’s. I am honestly feeling my body and my mind losing ground at times, but I feel somehow sustained by the fierceness and the fury of this storm because it causes me to lift my wings of faith and rather than being blown about by these relentless and strong winds, I spread my wings of faith and use those very same winds to help me rise above the pain and suffering and see the beauty of the storm. 

I see the beauty in the way my children help me find the humor and joy in this storm. I see beauty in the way my grandchildren take it in stride and argue about which one gets to hold my party hand - the one that tremors almost constantly. I see beauty in the way my wife cares for me even when I feel like I am a burden to her. I see beauty in the way people treat me with kindness and patience when they notice me tremoring or having a difficult time getting my words out. I see beauty knowing my God is walking through this storm with me. Heck, I find beauty in the fact that I still have the capacity to be creative and write and that my writing still sounds coherent and seems helpful to people. 

I encourage you to take the time to watch a storm  as it passes over you and around you - from the safety of your home, of course - and look for God’s handiwork. I honestly find storms to be amazing and beautiful. Why not live our lives with that sense of wonder? Why not look for something to be grateful for when we go through such storms? I guarantee you and are never alone - even in the most 
devastating storms of life - and that does my soul good.

Before I say goodbye for this week, I would humbly ask you to consider getting a copy of my brand new book titled Parkinson's & Recreation 2 - No Walk in the Parkinson’s. I bare my soul in this book as to how I am dealing with Parkinson’s and I believe it will encourage you whether you have Parkinson’s or not. I really do. It's available in paperback, e-book, and audiobook. And if you wouldn't mind doing this for me: once you have read the book, would you consider going back to the place you purchased it online and leaving me a five star review?

I have to share a couple of quick reviews from those it has already received reviews from on Amazon.com.

GO writes: Inspirational and encouraging book. This is a wonderful uplifting book. I highly recommend it. You won’t be disappointed.

CR writes: 5.0 out of 5 stars It is life stories and Jernigan history mixed with how they deal with Parkinsons. I have read both of these and love his sense of humor and steadfast faith in God’s love no matter what happens. The second book recalls events from his life in the public eye, again remembering humorous episodes.”

Please consider reading the book,Parkinson's & Recreation 2 - No Walk in the Parkinson’s, and please consider telling others about it, if you don’t mind. That would help me out tremendously.

Thank you for tuning in to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast! For more about my journey, music, and updates, visit dennisjernigan.com. Stay connected by following me on Facebook, Instagram, and enjoy my music on various streaming platforms. If you'd like to support this podcast's creation or the many various ways I still seek to minister the life and love of Jesus to others, consider joining my team at www.patreon.com/dennisjernigan.

If you're looking for the mp3 of the song “Like Lightning and Thunder" from the album "Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1," head over to the store at dennisjernigan.com or find it on your favorite streaming service.

Remember this from today's episode: we can either be overwhelmed by the storms of life or we can use them to tap into the rich beauty and amazing power of God’s love in our lives - even with a storm like  Parkinson’s thrown into the mix. My plan? To minister to the needs of others in spite of Parkinson’s by continuing to trust in the Lord. Now, go and be who your heavenly Father says you are.

Vol. I – Song Eight – Day Eight

Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders which You have done,
And Your thoughts toward us [plans for us].
Psalm 40:5a NASB
 
Like Lightning & Thunder
Words & Music by Dennis Jernigan
Received on May 10, 2010
Psalm 40:5a
©2010 Shepherd’s Heart Music, Inc./Dennis Jernigan
 
Verse
Many are the wonders you have done
Many are the thoughts you have toward us
Great and awesome are your works
 
Many are the wonders you perform
Many are the cold hearts you have warned
Great and awesome are your works
 
Pre Chorus 1
Like lightning in the storm, a mother and a child,
A lion and its roar, a river running wild,
Like courage facing fear, a tender loving kiss,
Two faces drawing near, the joy of being missed
 
Chorus
Like lightning and thunder, life is resounding
Like lightning and thunder, your love is astounding
Like lightning and thunder, in power and glory
Like lightning and thunder, your love wrote my story
 
Like lightning and thunder, the fact that you love me
Like lightning and thunder, constantly thinking of me
Like lightning and thunder, Your blood washed me and cleaned me
Like lightning and thunder, in love You redeemed me
How great you are
How great your wonders are to me
 
Verse
Many are your wonders great and small
Oceans running deep or mountains tall
Great and awesome are your works
Many are the wonders of your love
There is nothing greater I know of
Great and awesome are your works
 
Pre Chorus 2
Like laughter in the rain, stars across the night
A kiss to ease the pain, the twinkle of a night
Like blooming of a rose, a true and faithful friend
Like watching children grow, like love that never ends
 
Chorus
Like lightning and thunder, life is resounding
Like lightning and thunder, your love is astounding
Like lightning and thunder, in power and glory
Like lightning and thunder, your love wrote my story
 
Like lightning and thunder, the fact that you love me
Like lightning and thunder, constantly thinking of me
Like lightning and thunder, Your blood washed me and cleaned me
Like lightning and thunder, in love You redeemed me
How great you are
How great your wonders are to me
                       


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In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “I Will Trust In You” from the recording, Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=2353 The lyrics can be found below.

You can join Dennis and the people of All In All Church for live-stream worship on the first Wednesday evening of each month. Just go to https://www.facebook.com/therealdennisjernigan at 7 PM CST. Mark it in your calendar. Worship with All in All Church - First Wednesday of each month.

Daily Devotions for Kingdom Seekers, Vol. 3 is available at https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Devotions-Kingdom-Seekers-Vol-ebook/dp/B081K8TZLX

Check out my Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/DennisJernigan and read through the various tiers of support and discover the myriad of benefits you will receive based on the level of support you choose. If you're willing, go ahead and sign up!

You will find the show notes and lyrics below:

Hello and welcome to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast. I’ll be honest with you. I sometimes find it hard to believe God has blessed my life the way He has blessed it through music. I honestly have no idea how many songs I have written through the years, but they number in the thousands…most of which you will never hear on this earth. I do not share that as a boast, but I share it to show you how God has led me through my life.

I have gone through much blood, sweat, and tears to receive and write down each of those songs. I have endured so much pain during certain periods of my life that put so much pressure on me that songs like Wounded Soldier or Atom Bomb or If I Could Just Sit With You Awhile were literally like lifelines sent from God’s heart to mine. Even as I record this podcast I am in a great deal of physical pain and suffering due to Parkinson’s. My attitude is one I have learned simply by living my life in relationship with Jesus. I believe God can and will use Parkinson’s for my good and for His glory. That’s honestly what I believe. I learned how to put off the old way of thinking and to put on the new way of thinking by simply meditating on Romans 8:28 NIV, which says, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”

There are still naysayers in my life who try to negate this attitude by putting down my faith in Jesus. I have heard people say things like ‘If God is so loving, why does He allow bad things to happen to good people’ or ‘How could you trust a God who allows such horrible things in your life?’. The answer to that is actually quite simple. As of the release of this podcast episode, I have been on this planet for over 66 years and have been walking intimately with Jesus through my faith in Him…and He has never given me one reason to not trust Him. He is trustworthy and He is Faithful and He is True…especially when bad things happen to me or someone I love. Mankind allowed sin into the world and sin is the source of all suffering and pain. I don’t know how else to say it.

This week I am sharing the story behind a song of mine called I Will Trust In You. This particular song came on May 9, 2010, which happened to be day seven of a 40 Day Fast I was doing as a means of cleansing my soul, mind, and body in order to draw closer to Jesus. As another means of helping me keep my eyes and mind focused on Jesus, I was meditating daily on Psalm 40 and on Isaiah 40. This song came as I meditated on Psalm 40 verse four part ‘A’ in the NIV Bible. which says, “Blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD…”

For far too many years I had placed my trust in all the wrong places and in all the wrong people, in my own performing to help make people like me; basically trying to save myself. In the process, I went through many times of betrayal and many times of emotional wounding and discovered, ultimately, that I could not even trust myself. I especially could not trust myself.

To make a long story short, after all was said and done, I found myself at the rock bottom of my life having nowhere to look but up, and in that moment of utter pain and unending shame, I recognized the love of God; that God himself had been pursuing me my entire life. All those I had put my trust in for all those years, had let me down in one way or another. But the only one left standing with me and for me and beside me when I hit the bottom was the God of the universe. Jesus met me right in the depths of my depravity, loving me enough to reach as far as I could fall but also loving me enough to not leave me there in that dark and dreadful place.

They say trust is earned and if that is the case, Jesus has earned it and then some! Think about it: Jesus endured pain and sorrow and suffering and torment and had the entire weight of my sin, plus the sin of the entirety of all mankind, all because He wanted to know us…and to make way for us to know Him. When I was left high and dry by others or by my own selfish thinking, He was there for me. Always has been. Always will.

SONG

Proverbs 3:5-6 in the New International Version of the Bible says it this way:  5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

I trusted in the Lord as a young man over 40 years ago and I find myself approaching the age of 67 and I can look back and honestly say the Lord has been more than trustworthy. Knowing him has been worth all the heartache and suffering and pain. He is worth our trust. He is worth our life. Let's trust him this next coming days. 

Before I say goodbye for this week, I would humbly ask you to consider getting a copy of my brand new book titled Parkinson's & Recreation 2 - No Walk in the Parkinson’s. I bare my soul in this book as to how I am dealing with Parkinson’s and I believe it will encourage you whether you have Parkinson’s or not. I really do. It's available in paperback, e-book, and audiobook. And if you wouldn't mind doing this for me: once you have read the book, would you consider going back to the place you purchased it online and leaving me a five star review?

I have to share a couple of quick reviews from those it has already received reviews from on Amazon.com.

GT writes: loved this book! It was a great mix of humorous stories and anecdotes, history, reality checks, and just an overall good reminder of how crazy life can be. We all struggle and deal with difficulties, but it is how we face those and choose our attitude that makes the difference. A meaningful quote from the book “My God wastes absolutely nothing. Not even my failures. That should speak volumes to us all.”

And my favorite review so far - I will only share the first sentence - because it’s a bit longer. I actually found myself wanting to read the book again after reading just the opening sentence. PC writes: I laughed, I cried, I think I peed once or twice!

That just made my day and then some! Please consider reading the book,Parkinson's & Recreation 2 - No Walk in the Parkinson’s, and please consider telling others about it, if you don’t mind. That would help me out tremendously.

Thank you for tuning in to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast! For more about my journey, music, and updates, visit dennisjernigan.com. Stay connected by following me on Facebook, Instagram, and enjoy my music on various streaming platforms. If you'd like to support this podcast's creation or the many various ways I still seek to minister the life and love of Jesus to others, consider joining my team at www.patreon.com/dennisjernigan.

If you're looking for the mp3 of the song “I Will Trust In You" from the album "Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1," head over to the store at dennisjernigan.com or find it on your favorite streaming service.

Remember this from today's episode: we can trust the One Who has always been there with us…the One who took our sin and shame to the cross on our behalf…the One Who fills us with resurrection power…the One Who never leaves us and never forsakes us. We can trust Him…even with something like Parkinson’s thrown into the mix. My plan? To minister to the needs of others in spite of Parkinson’s by continuing to trust in the Lord. Now, go forth and embrace the truth of who your heavenly Father says you are.

I Will Trust In You
Words & Music by Dennis Jernigan
Received on May 9, 2010
Psalm 40:4a

Verse
I have made it this far by no help of my own
There is only one, there is one help alone
And I will trust in You
I have put to much trust in the things that I see
Sending my hope crashing down around me
So I will trust in You

Chorus
I will say of the Lord, He is the rock where I stand
Every other hope is merely sinking sand
So I will trust in You
For I know blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust
Any other hope just blows away like dust
So I will trust in You

Verse
I once promised myself, in myself I can trust
But my broken promises left me in shame and disgust
So I will trust in You
There is only one name that I know I can trust
And whatever it takes to find I know that I must
So I will trust in You

Chorus
I will say of the Lord, He is the rock where I stand
Every other hope is merely sinking sand
So I will trust in You
For I know blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust
Any other hope just blows away like dust
So I will trust in You
I will trust in You
I will trust in You

Chorus
I will say of the Lord, He is the rock where I stand
Every other hope is merely sinking sand
So I will trust in You
For I know blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust
Any other hope just blows away like dust
So I will trust in You

I will trust in You
I will trust in You
I will trust in You
I will trust in You
I will trust in You

Chorus
I will say of the Lord, He is the rock where I stand
Every other hope is merely sinking sand
So I will trust in You
For I know blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust
Any other hope just blows away like dust
So I will trust in You

Yes, Chorus
I will say of the Lord, He is the rock where I stand
Every other hope is merely sinking sand
So I will trust in You
For I know blessed is the man who makes the lord his trust
Any other hope just blows away like dust
So I will trust in You

Yes, I will trust in You

©2010 Shepherd’s Heart Music, Inc./Dennis Jernigan

In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “The Source” from the recording, Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=2353 The lyrics can be found below.

You can join Dennis and the people of All In All Church for live-stream worship on the first Wednesday evening of each month. Just go to https://www.facebook.com/therealdennisjernigan at 7 PM CST. Mark it in your calendar. Worship with All in All Church - First Wednesday of each month.

Daily Devotions for Kingdom Seekers, Vol. 3 is available at https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Devotions-Kingdom-Seekers-Vol-ebook/dp/B081K8TZLX

Check out my Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/DennisJernigan and read through the various tiers of support and discover the myriad of benefits you will receive based on the level of support you choose. If you're willing, go ahead and sign up!

You will find the show notes and lyrics below:

Hello and welcome to the Dennis Jernigan podcast. Through the years God has seen fit to give me many songs and there's a story behind each and everyone of them. This week’s song is no different. The song is called The Source and it can found on my recording Forty Days & Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy, Volume One.

This particular song came on May 8, 2010, which happened to be day six of a 40 Day Fast I was doing as a means of cleansing my soul, mind, and body in order to draw closer to Jesus. That means of helping me keep my eyes and mind focused on Jesus, I was meditating daily on Psalm 40 and on Isaiah 40. This song came as I meditated on Psalm 40 verse three part a which says, “Many will see and fear And will trust in the LORD.”

In those days I was still traveling and ministering around the world quite a bit and honestly felt a bit overwhelmed and out of control of my life. It seems like my life was well ordered and very much in sync with the Lord, but reality was that I had many things I was clinging to which the Lord wanted me to release to him.

Some of the hardest things to release in my life involved my children. Basically, I was having to learn to let them go and release them to begin their own adult journeys without me trying to control or manipulate them in anyway regarding the choices they would need to make on their own.

On another level, the political climate of those days was becoming quite hostile toward me which, in turn, worked against me feeling free enough and safe enough to share my story of deliverance from same-sex attraction. Even though I knew God was the source of my strength, I begin to recognize during the fast that there were still areas of fear that I needed to deal with.

I desperately needed to strip away all the fear from every area of my life and I did this by reminding myself that God loves me with the passion and intensity of 100 million stars and that he is the absolute source of everything good in my life. He spoke the universe into existence. He set every star, every galaxy, and every planet in just the exact place in the gravitational force to sustain life. Quite simply, I truly needed to see him as my all in all.

The Lord reminded me that he would be with me every step of the way through this journey we call life. He reminded me that I was never and had never ever been alone. He reminded me I was not here to be served but that I was here to lay down my life as a servant to those around me. He reminded me that even if I lost my life due to my faith, there would be no big change because I would still be with him. The bottom line was becoming quite evident to me. I needed to see Jesus Christ as the source, as the only one who could truly meet my deepest needs.

And let's take the next five minutes and simply acknowledge the fact that Jesus Christ is the source of everything we all need. He is here. Let’s acknowledge that truth whether we feel anything or not. Let’s plug into out Source right now. Ready?

SONG

Regardless of our circumstances, regardless of the countless hurts and wounds we receive throughout this journey we call life, and regardless of what anyone else thinks about our faith in Jesus, our God is the ultimate source and he is ultimately in control…especially when our lives seem to be spinning out of control. I have Parkinson's and I hate it, but I believe my God is able to use it for my good and for his glory - and that is enough for me. My personal goal is to just simply stay connected to him each and every moment of each and every day.

John 15:4-9 in the NIV has become very dear to me due to my health issues. In these verses, Jesus says it so clearly and I take it so personally: 4 Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. 5 I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6 If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7 If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. 8 This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. 9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.’

No matter what, I must remain connected to Him. I must - WE must - remain in His love. It is in this place of God’s love that the cares of this world - even Parkinson’s - is unable to touch me. And I can live…I mean REALLY live…with that.

Thank you for tuning in to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast! For more about my journey, music, and updates, visit dennisjernigan.com. Stay connected by following me on Facebook, Instagram, and enjoy my music on various streaming platforms. If you'd like to support this podcast's creation or the many various ways I still seek to minister the life and love of Jesus to others, consider joining my team at www.patreon.com/dennisjernigan.

If you're looking for the mp3 of the song “The Source" from the album "Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1," head over to the store at dennisjernigan.com or find it on your favorite streaming service.

Remember this from today's episode: the one and only place in the entire universe to have all your needs met is in our relationship with Jesus Christ through faith. He is the vine from which we receive the fulness of life and we are the branch which extends His life and love to others. You and I are not here for ourselves. We are servants of the Kingdom…even with something like Parkinson’s thrown into the mix. My plan? To minister to the needs of others in spite of Parkinson’s. Now, go forth and embrace the truth of who your heavenly Father says you are.

 
The Source
Words & Music by Dennis Jernigan
Received on May 8, 2010
Psalm 40:3b
©2010 Shepherd’s Heart Music, Inc./Dennis Jernigan
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Verse
All of the things that I think I need
Do I control them or do they control me
Feed the hunger, quench the thirst in me
Take control of my lack of control
Loose the grip of my sense I see hold
And feed the hunger, quench the thirst in me
 
Chorus
And many will see, and many will hear
And many will know, and many will fear
That you are the reason, You are the answer
To their existence
 
So here is my life Lord, take it and use it
I will find life the moment I lose it
You are the reason, You are the answer to my existence
You are the source, You are my source
 
Verse Two
I am not here for my own happiness
You created me to proclaim and confess
That you alone are God and very source
 
I will be the cloth used to wash men’s feet
Hid behind the cross helping others to see
That you alone are God the very source

Chorus
And many will see, and many will hear
And many will know, and many will fear
That you are the reason, You are the answer
To their existence
 
So here is my life Lord, take it and use it
I will find life the moment I lose it
You are the reason, You are the answer to my existence

Chorus
And many will see, and many will hear
And many will know, and many will fear
That you are the reason, You are the answer
To their existence
 
So here is my life Lord, take it and use it
I will find life the moment I lose it
You are the reason, You are the answer to my existence
You are the source, You are the source

In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “Hallelujah! He Reigns In Majesty” from the recording, "Kingdom Come." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=34&p=3782 To download the Annē Jernigan and her sister's version, go to https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=477

You can join Dennis and the people of All In All Church for live-stream worship on the first Wednesday evening of each month. Just go to https://www.facebook.com/therealdennisjernigan at 7 PM CST. Mark it in your calendar. Worship with All in All Church - First Wednesday of each month.

Daily Devotions for Kingdom Seekers, Vol. 3 is available at https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Devotions-Kingdom-Seekers-Vol-ebook/dp/B081K8TZLX

Check out my Patreon page at https://www.patreon.com/DennisJernigan and read through the various tiers of support and discover the myriad of benefits you will receive based on the level of support you choose. If you're willing, go ahead and sign up!

In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “'Til The Walls Fall Down” from the recording, "Giant Killer: A Heart Like David." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=34&p=2127

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In this week's episode, Dennis Jernigan shares the story behind his song,  “Amazed” from the recording, Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1." That mp3 is available at https://www.dennisjernigan.com/store/product.php?c=24&p=2353 The lyrics can be found below.

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You will find the show notes and lyrics below:

Hello and welcome to another episode of The Dennis Jernigan Podcast. I’m your host, Dennis Jernigan, and I am so grateful you have joined me for this week’s podcast. I’ll try to get right to the heart of the matter today. The story behind this song is amazing to me. You’ll find out why shortly. 

We live in a day and age when amazing things are taking place on a daily basis. Everyday citizens, if they have the time and money, can literally fly into outer space. A person’s identity, their image, and their voice and mannerisms can be manipulated in such a way as to make them appear to say and do things they would never do. Even though it gives me chills, this ability of AI, called deep fake, is kind of amazing. And speaking of AI, entire books are being written using artificial intelligence and new uses for AI are seemingly popping up every single day. And I think it is amazing that we live in a world where everyone is connected via the internet and smartphones to such a degree that we can talk with and see anyone we would like to communicate with instantly. The world is indeed amazing.

The word ‘amazing’ literally means ‘causing great surprise or wonder; astonishing; startlingly impressive.’ That is a good thing to experience, yet even good things can be viewed through the filter of the lies of the enemy. Here’s an example of what I mean taken from my now life experiences:

For far too many years I allowed the lies of the enemy to define me and dictate to me what was amazing. I could see the way others treated me as amazing in a very perverted way. What I mean by that is this: I thought that someone mocking me or physically harming me meant that at least someone was acknowledging me, even if they were insulting me and belittling me. I longed to be known and to know others and that expectation of being put down by others at least made me feel acknowledged. That, my friends, is the depth of depravity my mind had fallen to which is, well, astonishingly sad. That all changed the day I was overwhelmed with the Truth that Jesus Christ had died for me. I was instantly set free from my past but had to walk out the wonderful but difficult journey toward wholeness. In fact, I’m still on that journey. I invite you to join me for today’s brief leg of that adventure as I share the story behind my song, “Amazed”.

Way back in 2010, I embarked on an adventure that lasted 40 days but continues to affect my life to this day. From May 3 through June 11 I went on a 40 day fast. I needed to reboot my system because I had just gone through a series of traumatic events that left me gutted. The Lord called me to a fast and led me to meditate daily on Psalm 40 and Isaiah 40. He spoke to my heart and told me He would give me a song each day of the fast and that I was to record it that same day. Since then, I put together 4 ten song volumes where you can find all 40 songs. The first ten songs are on the collection called Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1.

This week’s episode is the story behind the song “Amazed” which came to me on May 8, 2010 which was day 5 of that fast. When the Lord sent me on this fasting journey, He led me to focus and meditate on Psalm 40 and Isaiah 40 each day. He led me to write a song each day and then record it that very same day. What you are hearing is the original version of each song on the day I actually wrote it.

On day 5, He led me to meditate specifically on Psalm 40:3a which says, “He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God…”

As I began to ponder on what this part of the verse meant to me, I felt led to begin just simply praising God for Who He is. It became very apparent that I was meant to live every area of my life as a conduit of praise to Him. In that moment, I was instantly filled with a sense of wonder and a  very keen awareness that the God of the universe, my Creator, was in the room with me in a very tangible way…and that was amazing!

As I began to praise God, I truly was astonished at his presence with me. In that same moment, although I didn't literally see him, I felt the weight of his presence upon my soul. What I was experiencing was the very glory of God in my heart and mind. And that was truly amazing.

As I set my mind free to focus on the presence of God there with me, I felt completely surprised at the depth of love He has for me. I stood back in wonder as I thought about the depth of my depravity as opposed to His depth of mercy toward me. I deserved death and hell, but He had mercy on me as demonstrated in Romans 5:8 in the NIV which says, “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” I a so amazed at the mercy of God. I just am…

Even more astonishingly impressive and astonishing was the way He led me to repentance - and continues to do so. He did not belittle me or mock me or reject me as I had experienced as a boy and as a young man. It was His great kindness that led me to repent of my stinkin’ thinkin’…and most impressive and astonishing of all? The realization that He has been lovingly pursing me my entire life; That I was the joy set before Him that drove Him to willingly lay down His life on the cross; That His love could reach as far as I could fall, yet that same love would not leave me in the rock bottom depravity my mind had gotten to.

If I let my mind go to think about the nature and character of God, I think about things he has created; the beauty of nature; the precision of the universe; the resurrection power of Jesus Christ and it's effect on my life; the fact that when I think about Jesus and fix my eyes on him that I find myself completely transfixed with a childlike wonder at just how amazing our God is…and I cannot help but praise Him.

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In Luke 9:37-43 in the NIV, we find Jesus coming down from the mountain after His transfiguration. Here’s what is says:

 37 The next day, when they came down from the mountain, a large crowd met him. 38 A man in the crowd called out, "Teacher, I beg you to look at my son, for he is my only child. 39 A spirit seizes him and he suddenly screams; it throws him into convulsions so that he foams at the mouth. It scarcely ever leaves him and is destroying him. 40 I begged your disciples to drive it out, but they could not." 41 "You unbelieving and perverse generation," Jesus replied, "how long shall I stay with you and put up with you? Bring your son here." 42 Even while the boy was coming, the demon threw him to the ground in a convulsion. But Jesus rebuked the impure spirit, healed the boy and gave him back to his father. 43 And they were all amazed at the greatness of God.

The recording of this podcast took place some 15 years after that initial 40 day fast and I still continue to find God's grace…His restorative grace…Completely and utterly amazing as I did all those in years ago. And it is my belief that we are living in a very amazing time in history, but that this amazing time in history is far overshadowed by the astonishing, incredible, massive and amazing love of Jesus Christ surrounding us at all times, through any circumstances. Let's live our lives like we believe that. We really do have an amazing God!

Thank you for tuning in to The Dennis Jernigan Podcast! For more about my journey, music, and updates, visit dennisjernigan.com. Stay connected by following me on Facebook, Instagram, and enjoy my music on various streaming platforms. If you'd like to support the podcast's creation, consider joining my team at www.patreon.com/dennisjernigan.

If you're looking for the mp3 of the song “Amazed" from the album "Forty Days and Forty Nights - Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy Vol. 1," head over to the store at dennisjernigan.com or find it on your favorite streaming service.

Remember this from today's episode: the constant, unwavering, massive love of God is where we must choose to abide and wait on Him. He is a sure Foundation. He is Solid Ground in a shaken and fallen world. Just keep your eyes fixed on Him and keep your feet firmly planted on the Solid Rock of Jesus Christ. Now, go forth and embrace the truth of who your heavenly Father says you are.
Dennis Jernigan

Forty Days and Forty Nights
Songs of Contemplation and Intimacy V1

Vol. I – Song Five – Day Five
He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God…
Psalm 40:3a NASB
 
Amazed
Words & Music by Dennis Jernigan
Received on May 8, 2010
Psalm 40:3
©2010 Shepherd’s Heart Music, Inc./Dennis Jernigan
 
Verse One
I will praise You in all my ways
I will praise You. I stand amazed
Amazed at Your presence. Amazed at Your glory
Amazed at the power of all the love You have for me
Amazed at Your mercy. Amazed at Your kindness
Amazed at the length you went to rescue to find us
 
Chorus
And I stand amazed. I give You praise and glory
And I stand amazed, can’t take my gaze off You
And I stand amazed and let Your grace restore me
And I stand amazed as I praise you
 
Verse Two
I will praise You in all my ways
I will praise You. I stand amazed
Amazed at Your presence. Amazed at Your glory
Amazed at the power of all the love You have for me
Amazed at Your mercy. Amazed at Your kindness
Amazed at the length you went to rescue to find us

Chorus
And I stand amazed. I give You praise and glory
And I stand amazed, can’t take my gaze off You
And I stand amazed and let Your grace restore me
And I stand amazed as I praise you

Chorus
And I stand amazed. I give You praise and glory
And I stand amazed, can’t take my gaze off You
And I stand amazed and let Your grace restore me
And I stand amazed as I praise you

 
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